Whats that you say?

I would just like to start off by apologizing for my total lack of speed or grace when it comes to replying to the happenings in my ever so intriguing life.

The events that have transpired over the last few weeks have been both a blessing and a curse to me(curse is a rather strong word, but i couldn't think of anything better). Although it lifts a great burden from my shoulders, it has also filled me with dread. But in the end, this is much better than trying to ignore the ever insistent voice of the big man above.

We last left off at the topic of me running from said voice and its persistence in getting me to finally (3 years and running) admit defeat and succumb to our all knowing and ever loving Father.

I know that i prattle on and on in this rather stupid way, but I see it as a way to sort of vent or try and be creative in a way that doesn't seem overly redundant(which i am realizing that i am failing terribly at) But just bear with me and I will eventually get to the good stuff.

I talked to Connie.

And in doing so I found out that this evangelism group out of Vancouver is actually a bible school in Langley, BC called Christ for the Nations. (www.cfni.bc.ca) is the website if you care to check it out.

But anyways, after talking to Connie for a while, she told me that this street evangelism thing was actually a course that you could take. Highways and Biways it's called, and in this class they teach you how to present your faith and talk to people about it... and heres the best part...

They drop you off in a number of place, but the most noticeable one is East Hastings.

Now if any of you know me, you will know that I am not really a people person. Well it's not that I don't like people... it's that I don't like talking to people I don't know, and it makes it even more difficult if I have to talk about my faith(which is something I feel uncomfortable doing with even close friends).

So as of now I'm feeling kind of overwhelmed and relieved at the same time. On one hand I know what God wants me to do and that He is with me all the way, which is great(the unknown terrifies me). Yet this knowledge of what I'm suppose to do terrifies me even more.

Any prayer or support in this matter would be immensely appreciated.

Thank you in advance for the prayers and if not that?... thanks for reading my little blob of vowels and consunints.(wow, I don't even know how to spell a letter)

I bid you good day.