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I felt like putting a bullet between the eyes of every panda who wouldn't screw to save its species.

I wanted to open the dump valves on oil tankers and smother all those French beaches I'd never see.

I wanted to breath smoke.

I felt like destroying something beautiful.


I relish extreme bad moods. As much as I don't like being sad or angry, I try to extend them as much as possible because I know that as soon as they go away It's just going to be filled with bland-ness and lukewarm attempts to try and make day to day life a little less mundane.

That is my mood right now. I don't want someone to cheer me up, I don't want someone to tell me everthing is going to be ok. I want to enjoy the felling of being sad or mad or depressed or angry.... anything is better than nothing at all.

Tonight, my name is Tyler Durden

Lifes Check List

Top 5 Admirable Characteristics:

1) Honor [on-er] - noun: Honesty, fairness, or integrity in one's beliefs and actions

2) Dignity [dig-ni-tee] - noun: Bearing, conduct, or speech indicative of self-respect or appreciation of the formality or gravity of an occasion or situation.

3) Courtesy [kur-tuh-see] - noun: Excellence of manners or social conduct; polite behavior.

4) Chivalry [shiv-uhl-ree] - noun: The qualities idealized by knighthood, such as bravery, courtesy, honor, and gallantry toward women.

5) Courage [kur-ij] - noun: The quality of mind or spirit that enables a person to face difficulty, danger, pain, etc., without fear; bravery.